Concert!

Nov. 10th, 2006 01:11 am
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Laughing at You (David Hodges))
So, I'm going to be gone tomorrow and probably dead to the world on Saturday. Why, you may ask? Well, my friends and I are ditching class (okay, I'm only ditching the last class of the week and I haven't missed a single class for Classical Mythology in ELEVEN weeks, so nyah) and driving to North Carolina.

Why? Because we're going to a Panic! at the Disco concert. This should be interesting, especially seeing as this will be the second concert of my life (the first one being, uh, a Christian group when I was all of fifteen).

Interesting but fun. *grins*

...And in other news, I need to go talk to my English professor after class tomorrow, since she has my grade for her class as a 69. This-- intrigues me, particularly since the lowest grade I've gotten in her class is, oh, an 87. *scratches head*

Whatever. Concert! *flops into bed*
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (I Like You Anyway (Rodney/Radek))
You spend two hours rambling about various SGA fic ideas with one of your friends, and end up saving the convo as "the brothel fic idea." *shakes head* And then there's the whole Ronon/Solen fic that is firmly planted in my head. And the sequel to You Are Ice and Fire where it wasn't a dream and there's the whole, uh, evil!Atlantis issue to deal with. *pats Radek and Elizabeth, who are unamused with me*

...Yeah. I need sleep. Especially since I'm so tired that I've started getting woozy and shaky on my feet halfway through the day. *looks wistfully at bed* Too bad I have four classes today, including a test, and then a test tomorrow.

ETA: And I have my schedule for next semester, woo.

MONDAY
1:00-1:50 – Contemporary Literature
2:00-2:50 - Introductory Psychology
3:00-3:50 – Intro to Religion
6:00-9:00 – Personal Health

TUESDAY
12:30-1:45 – Medieval Literature

WEDNESDAY
1:00-1:50 – Contemporary Literature
2:00-2:50 - Introductory Psychology
3:00-3:50 – Intro to Religion

THURSDAY
12:30-1:45 – Medieval Literature

FRIDAY
1:00-1:50 – Contemporary Literature
2:00-2:50 - Introductory Psychology
3:00-3:50 – Intro to Religion
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Mercy on Your Soul (Rodney McKay))
I am so, so incredibly sick of topographic maps. I don't understand them, and I won't ever need to use them in real life, damnit.

Gah. *glares at homework and makes crap up* Geology sucks.
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Wendy Simms)
...Why do you always give me the urge to write Wendy/Lady Heather? Why? *shakes head in confusion and nudges the plotbunny with my foot*

And boo, college. How the hell did Children's Lit get filled up that quickly? *pouts* I will get into you next year, I swear!

Right now, though, my next semester's looking interesting but difficult. Heh. Two 400-level courses when I've never been higher than 300 so far. Going to be fun.

*snuggles my Intro to Religion, Introductory Psych, Medieval Literature, and Contemporary Literature*
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Stressed (Radek Zelenka))
Dear Credit Card Company,

I'm just curious...are you intentionally trying to piss me off? This is the third fucking day in a row you've called at 8 o'clock in the morning. I talked to you yesterday morning, with a real person no less, and gave you the info you needed, so you shouldn't be fucking calling anymore. I am tired. I have been having trouble sleeping, and you are depriving me of two hours every morning that I could have been sleeping.

In other words, fuck you very much for WAKING ME UP AGAIN.

ETA: I'm in your fucking dialing system? Then take me off it, you dumbasses! Jesus Christ, how hard is to do that? *bangs head into nearest surface*

***

Dear Mrs. Dickinson,

When we tell you that we don't like doing the in-class group discussions and especially hate critical discussions of each other's research papers and whatnot...that does not mean you stop doing them and instead make it mandatory to see you in your office and have a private discussion with each and every student about their paper.

*flails* I don't want to talk to you. I don't like you. I don't want to hear what you have to say about my research paper. The last research paper I got an 89 on, so I think I'm fine and...don't make me sit in your office and listen to whatever 'deep' thoughts you have on my paper. Please?

...Did I mention you suck? And that I can feel my IQ dropping every second I spend in that class? No? Well...my IQ's dropping faster than 9.8 m/s^2. Seriously.

Well, damn

Oct. 12th, 2006 11:06 pm
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Mercy on Your Soul (Rodney McKay))
Want to know what sucks?

When you realize you have a five-page rough draft due tomorrow.

*looks at clock, looks at my outline and utter lack of anything else written*

...Damn.

*headdesk*
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (We Who Defy the World (Catherine))
Yes, I am safe and sound at Radford. And with internet too....

I am so technologically-ignorant it's not even funny. First, I lost my power chord, so I couldn't start my computer. Then I brought the wrong internet cable (apparently the phone cable and the school internet cables are different, heh) and then the internet was crapping out on me.

So while I arrived at college at like noon Friday, I didn't get internet access until...now. That, and my roommate's TV being broken left me with nothing whatsoever to do. Seriously. My roommate was away for the weekend for a field hockey match. I resorted to watching her copy of Grey's Anatomy...as in the entire first season. (In my defense, there's only 9 episodes.) But yes, I enjoyed the season, surprisingly enough. True, Meredith's voice reminds me of Betty Boop, but I adore George...and Alex. Shush, I can horrible taste in men as long as I don't date them. *snuggles George, who should exist in real life* I'd date him.... No clue why Meredith's so blind.

But yes, being internet-less and TV-less was terrible. I did not realize how dependant I was on them. ...and there was also the fact that my cell died so I couldn't talk to anyone. Yeah, technology hates me.

But yes, I am here, I have internet and all is right with the world.

...Except for the fact that apparently two of my stories got nominated for the CSI Fanfic Awards and I have to choose between them. *stares at The Dead Alone Know Peace and Pure Desperation, Pure Exhilaration* ...Crap.

College

Aug. 17th, 2006 04:44 pm
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (No One But You (Greg/David))
Curses...I'm 8,000 words into a fic, 8,000 words, and almost finished, but do I get to finish it while I'm on a roll? No. Instead I have to pack for college, because Mom's decided to leave today and rent a hotel and then I get to unpack all my junk tomorrow. So yes, I will be computer-less until tomorrow. *sighs*

*snuggles my gigantic fic* I will finish you, my pretty. I swear it.
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (I'm Not Laughing With You (David Hodges))
Well, I have my classes and whatnot. ^^;; It went well, aside for the last part where I got lost on campus and was wearing shitty sandals so I took them off and, uh, burned the bottom of my feet on asphalt so it hurts to walk. But other than that, I'm good. ...very glad to be able to access the internet again. *hugs internet*
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Jealousy)
1.) My mother is picking me up tomorrow at 2 PM, and then I'll be free from RMWC forever!

2.) My brother got a job at Toys R' Us, and apparently loves it. He worked 40 hours last week, and volunteered for extra hours this week and is getting $8.50 an hour. This has apparently boosted his confidence, and I don't have to worry about drunken parties anymore, which is always a nice thing. It's always good not to worry about your brother getting busted for underage drinking. ^^;

3.) I finally had a chance to read some manga today, and was reminded how much I love manga. Kekkaishi volume 4 was so, so incredibly sweet and the scene between the dead pastry chef and his little brother was so heartbreaking. Dragon Voice volume 6 was full of interesting plot twists. ...and there was plenty of slash opportunity. *pleased smirk*


The only negative aspect of the day is that I feel like I'm about to vomit and keep feeling dizzy. *looks at list of good things* Eh, I still consider this a badass day.

Finals

May. 2nd, 2006 12:45 am
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Oral Fixation)
So, finals week. Don't expect me to be awake for the rest of the week. *laughs* I have five finals, gonna do two tomorrow, two Wednesday, and one Thurs, and then spend Friday and Saturday packing. *grins* Anyways, hope everyone's having a good week.
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Sucks)
So, you know how something shitty happens, and you go, "Oh, well, it couldn't get worse."

...and then it does?

Yeah, my life's like that. Monday, my father emailed me expecting me to want to have dinner with him when even thinking about it makes me feel about to hyperventilate. Tuesday, my best friend here at college ends up in a psych ward because of depression (which I never saw coming even though she'd informed me before winter break that she was in counseling and had emotional issues).

....yeah.

Can I just crawl into bed and sleep for the rest of the semester? Please? If I'm asleep, maybe shit won't happen and God'll get bored and fuck with someone else's head.....
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Brokeback Mountain)
I'm just computerless and stuck in crappy classes, so have been offline for a while. Will be alive and back on AIM in the computer lab eventually. Am tired, will get sleep. I will talk to people later, promise. And work on stories despite homework. ^^;;
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Tumnus)
Well, we seem to have been adopted by a kitty. An adorable one that's...sleeping in my closet. She/he/it just waltzed into our garage the other day and decided to stay. And then decided to come into my house and sleep in my room. Callie and Maggie are unamused, but Mom thinks it's the cutest thing ever. We called the animal shelter and so far no one's reported a black cat missing. Methinks Mom wants to keep it.

Meanwhile, tomorrow I have to go to the school and get my HS transcripts sent over to Radford, and do other stuff that's escaped my brain (something about the Salvation Army and, er, stuff). And then I have to pack and get ready to go back to the hellhole that is Randolph-Macon Woman's. *sighs* I have a new room with a friend, but I am not looking forward to dealing with my crazy ex-roommate for the next semester.

I'm also frustrated with writing. All I can do now is fanfiction, not original, and it's driving me nuts. How am I ever supposed to accomplish anything if I can't finish a single story that are made up of my characters? I need a recorder, because I say what I want to write and it sounds good, but I go blank as soon as my fingers touch the keyboard and I can't type anything. Argh. And I want to write something. It's this deep frustration that's buried in my chest like a knot and just increases when I touch the keyboard until my kunckles are aching from repressed writing.... Like now. Ow.... *rubs fingers* Guess my rant's over.

Reasons

Oct. 27th, 2005 12:28 pm
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Default)
There are reasons I want to transfer. Many, in fact. I don't think I'm being unreasonable, and that's why I wrote up a list on why I want to get the hell out of this college.

Reasons

1. I am not comfortable in this environment. I'm all for women's rights, but what I feel regarding women's rights is that we need to strive for equality. In this school I cannot help but feel that most girls here want female supremacy, that they have the mentality of "girls rule, boys drool" and it frustrates me.

2. I need guys. Not in a sexual way (though eventually I do, uh, want to have a relationship), but on an emotional, friendship level. Guys are nice to talk to, because they aren't always cracking anti-Bush or anti-men jokes. Instead of being all political or chauvanists, they concentrate on normal things, like about what we're eating today, a funny joke they've heard, that sort of thing. I need that. I've gotten to the point where I will whirl and stare if I see a guy on campus.

3. There is nothing to do here. I mean, my friends and I get excited over going to Wal-mart.... We are only able to go out on the weekends on the shuttlebus, and even then there are often delays and we can only really choose between the mall and the movie theater (which are both in the sketchy part of town). The clubs here don't appeal to me, and so I am almost always bored.

4. If I transfer, it will be to Radford, which is about three times cheaper than RMWC. This will save my mother expense and I won't have to worry about my loans as much as I would if I stayed here and piled up $40-60,000 of debt.

5. If I'm at Radford, Chrissy will be able to drive me home for the holidays, which also saves the expensive of buying a $33 ticket to get home and then another $33 to get back every single holiday. I will give Chrissy gas money, of course, but it will be far less expensive than those train/bus tickets.

6. At Radford, there are 50 different majors. Here, there are about 15. There's a really intriguing major there that I can actually see myself enjoying AND actually getting a job out of! It's called Media Studies, and you basically learns the ins and outs of every different type of media -- newspaper, TV, radio, etc.

7. My mom says she's handling empty-nest syndrome well, but then she'll accidentally let slip that she's not sleeping well. If I'm at Radford, I can go home with Chrissy maybe once, twice a month, and visit Mom on the weekends. Maybe that'll help ease some of her problems.

8. The food here is...gross. I mean, I *try* to eat healthy, but they make all the vegetables nasty. I mean, the carrots are in-between cooked and raw, a very nasty combination. I've been trying to eat healthy, but they're making it virtually impossible. And they put diced tomatoes on their mashed potatoes! Who the hell does that?

9. I don't really like small classrooms. Rather than helping me, it just makes me claustrophobic. If I was in a larger classroom, I would pretty much fade into the background during classtime, which would be very, very nice.



There are more, a lot more, but you all are probably bored with my whining.... ^^;;
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Shaman King)
Well, I'm down to 14 credit hours, lol.

INTERMEDIATE LATIN (Fall 2005)
BRITISH HISTORY FROM 1215 TO 1763 (Fall 2005)
INTERDISCIPLINARY FORUM (Fall 2005)
INTRODUCTION TO EAST ASIAN CIVILIZATION (Fall 2005)
FUNDAMENTALS OF PHYSICAL WELLNESS (Fall 2005)
CULTURAL ANTHROPOLOGY (Fall 2005)

And I already have these under my belt thanks to AP:

ENGL 103 WRITING IN COLLEGE
HIST 001 WORLD HISTORY
HIST 133 NORTH AMERICAN HISTORY TO 1788
HIST 134 US HIST, 1789-1900
HIST 135 US HIST SINCE 1900

That's 15 credits right there. They already consider me a freshman/second semester, lol. Which is sad, and I get the feeling I'm gonna end up a History major just because by the time I'm done with first semester I'll have racked up 18 credit hours for History alone.... *snickers*

I got my computer today! It's still in two seperate boxes, but I have one! And I now have 13 books for college...but they were rather cheap for college, I guess. At least that's what my RA said. I got 'em all used so that was really helpful, and at the end of the semester I can give 'em back to the store and they'll give me up to 50% of my money back.

All in all, it's been a good day. My arms are very sore, but it's been a good day.
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Faust)
I'm actually having fun. So far it's been all orientation stuff, but I mean, it's all good. Tomorrow I actually get registered so we'll see how that goes. Hopefully I'll get the classes I want.

Right now I'm just writing an email to my mom as to what she needs to bring on the Family Week in late September/early October, whenever it is, lol. Right now I want my Latin-English dictionary, pictures Kimi drew, Good Omens, and...crap...oh yeah, some of my manga. Manga that can't be contiminated because I don't love 'em, lol.

I live?

Aug. 23rd, 2005 07:52 pm
cinaed: This fic was supposed to be short (Default)
Well, I'm alive...and I unpacked and got things organized in two hours flat. ...Unfortunately my roommate's side looks like a bomb exploded. Oh well, such is life. Right now I'm hiding from her in an attempt to escape being forced to watch Gundam Wing.

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