Kitties, Life, and Ranting
Jan. 12th, 2006 08:47 pmWell, we seem to have been adopted by a kitty. An adorable one that's...sleeping in my closet. She/he/it just waltzed into our garage the other day and decided to stay. And then decided to come into my house and sleep in my room. Callie and Maggie are unamused, but Mom thinks it's the cutest thing ever. We called the animal shelter and so far no one's reported a black cat missing. Methinks Mom wants to keep it.
Meanwhile, tomorrow I have to go to the school and get my HS transcripts sent over to Radford, and do other stuff that's escaped my brain (something about the Salvation Army and, er, stuff). And then I have to pack and get ready to go back to the hellhole that is Randolph-Macon Woman's. *sighs* I have a new room with a friend, but I am not looking forward to dealing with my crazy ex-roommate for the next semester.
I'm also frustrated with writing. All I can do now is fanfiction, not original, and it's driving me nuts. How am I ever supposed to accomplish anything if I can't finish a single story that are made up of my characters? I need a recorder, because I say what I want to write and it sounds good, but I go blank as soon as my fingers touch the keyboard and I can't type anything. Argh. And I want to write something. It's this deep frustration that's buried in my chest like a knot and just increases when I touch the keyboard until my kunckles are aching from repressed writing.... Like now. Ow.... *rubs fingers* Guess my rant's over.
Meanwhile, tomorrow I have to go to the school and get my HS transcripts sent over to Radford, and do other stuff that's escaped my brain (something about the Salvation Army and, er, stuff). And then I have to pack and get ready to go back to the hellhole that is Randolph-Macon Woman's. *sighs* I have a new room with a friend, but I am not looking forward to dealing with my crazy ex-roommate for the next semester.
I'm also frustrated with writing. All I can do now is fanfiction, not original, and it's driving me nuts. How am I ever supposed to accomplish anything if I can't finish a single story that are made up of my characters? I need a recorder, because I say what I want to write and it sounds good, but I go blank as soon as my fingers touch the keyboard and I can't type anything. Argh. And I want to write something. It's this deep frustration that's buried in my chest like a knot and just increases when I touch the keyboard until my kunckles are aching from repressed writing.... Like now. Ow.... *rubs fingers* Guess my rant's over.
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Date: 2006-01-13 04:51 am (UTC)And get a recorder! It can't be that much and you can get those thoughts out. It's that lack of immediate expression that's getting to you ...
*Snugs*
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Date: 2006-01-15 12:47 am (UTC)And the kitty is sit here. All it does is eat and sleep and sit on my lap, purring nonstop, lol. Such a cute kitty.
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Date: 2006-01-13 05:56 pm (UTC)Well at least you only have a semester left... then you can like go to radford and not have to deal with the crazy ex-roommate. And yeah I know what it's like to not to be able to write. I can't seem to write anything at all. I started like a bit ago and was writing like several chapters of my fanfics and then like dies.... yeah they don't want to start up again. Its like evil... *hisses at the muses* Hope yours start moving again...
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Date: 2006-01-15 12:51 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-01-13 07:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-01-15 12:54 am (UTC)This new black one demands attention, and gets it very easily. It sits on the keyboard and stares at me until I pet it. *grins*