So...You Know How Life Can't Get Any Worse?

[cinaed]

So, you know how something shitty happens, and you go, "Oh, well, it couldn't get worse."

...and then it does?

Yeah, my life's like that. Monday, my father emailed me expecting me to want to have dinner with him when even thinking about it makes me feel about to hyperventilate. Tuesday, my best friend here at college ends up in a psych ward because of depression (which I never saw coming even though she'd informed me before winter break that she was in counseling and had emotional issues).

....yeah.

Can I just crawl into bed and sleep for the rest of the semester? Please? If I'm asleep, maybe shit won't happen and God'll get bored and fuck with someone else's head.....

Comments

[calli-wulffe.livejournal.com]

:hugs:

i'm not sure if this'll make you feel better

but you should be glad she's getting help instead of taking the other more drastic solution

be proud and supportive and no i'm not saying that your feelings aren't validated

just....yeah :hugs:

[cinaed.livejournal.com]

Yes, I'm glad she got help/is getting help (she was released from the hospital today). Doesn't mean it scared the shit outta me. I mean, I knew about her prior issues and I didn't see anything wrong with her.

But she's on meds now, which'll help, and her family left, which also helps, because I was going to take a baseball back to their heads if they tried to stay. They were upping my friend's stress levels sooooo much and cancelling out all the good the stay in the hospital was doing for her.

*shakes head* Families. How is it that the people who care most about us are the ones to fuck with our heads the most?

[calli-wulffe.livejournal.com]

it's just a rule in life

[justsilver.livejournal.com]

:hugs: i know we've haven't been in touch much lately, but if you ever want to talk, im me. i'm usually not as busy as i pretend to be.

and sometime we should catch up, cuz i miss talking to you! i'm sure we both have some new book recommendations for each other too ♥

[cinaed.livejournal.com]

*grins* Actually, I haven't been reading too many books. Been listening to music though, glorious musicals that when I get home from college I'm dragging you over to listen to. *pats my stack of CDs happily*

[justsilver.livejournal.com]

haha yay, i'm always up for more music ^^