Now that reveals happened, I can say I wrote a remix of musefool's excellent Another Country, a Bucky/Natasha fic from Natasha's POV that examines their past and how they handle (and don't) what they did and what was done to them in the Red Room.
Another Country (What Sustains Us Remix) (3362 words) by Cinaed
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Natasha Romanov, Steve Rogers, Thor (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Remix, POV Male Character, Suicidal Thoughts, Het, Guilt, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
Summary:
He feels like an impostor a little more each time Steve calls him Bucky, because he doesn’t have a right to that name, not really. Bucky’s the name of a man who died seventy years ago, a stupid kid from Brooklyn who followed not Captain America but Steve Rogers into hell and never came out again.
Everything we love fails...
if by fails we mean ends or changes,
if by love we mean what sustains us.