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// 'we shift each other's bodies to accept the bullet' -- a 14-song Natasha/James fanmix for this bullet lodged in my chest, covered with your name (rated R, 26,000 words, warnings for extreme violence) //

'we shift each other's bodies to accept the bullet' fanmix full zip

Be What You Wanna Be – Sarah Fimm

I've been
lost inside my mind and I forgot that I am free.
I can be what I want to be.

Apres Moi – Regina Spektor

I must go on standing.
You can't break that which isn't yours.
I, oh, must go on standing;
I'm not my own, it's not my choice.

Poor Atlas – Dessa

I'm building a body
from blueprints in Braille.
I'm building a body
where our design has failed.

Love and War – Rilo Kiley

And we shift each other's body to accept the bullet
and continue the pleasure.
The treasures of battle,
it's only for the wounded, the purple-hearted.

Crushcrushcrush – Paramore

If you want to play it like a game,
well, come on, come on, let's play,
cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
than have to forget you for one whole minute.

Your Armor – Charlotte Martin

Nothing into something into nothing,
every rule you break means there’s no turning back, no looking back.
The words that I could never say -
the clutter that is in your way is nothing new, nothing new.

I’m Not Calling You a Liar – Florence and the Machine

I'm not calling you a liar, just don't lie to me.
I'm not calling you a thief, just don't steal from me.
I'm not calling you a ghost, just stop haunting me.
And I love you so much, I'm gonna let you kill me.

Nothing Without You – Vienna Teng

All my books are lying useless now,

all my maps will only show me how to lose my way.

Oh call my name, you know my name,

and in that sound, everything will change.

Love is Blindness – Trespassers William

Love is clockworks
and cold steel,
fingers too numb to feel.
Squeeze the handle,
blow out the candle.

Nothing to Remember – Neko Case

I’m ashamed that I’m barely human
and I’m ashamed that I don’t have a heart you can break.
I’m just action and other times reaction.

Lifeline – Imogen Heap

Let's get to work (let's get to work),
adventures in the multiverse,
effervescent candlelit closenesses.
Plus I feel like I've just got the hang of this 'living' thing.

No Light, No Light – Florence + the Machine

Through the crowd, I was crying out
and in your place there were a thousand other faces.
I was disappearing in plain sight,
Heaven help me, I need to make it right.

Breakable – Ingrid Michaelson

We are so fragile,
and our cracking bones make noise;
and we are just,
breakable, breakable, breakable, girls and boys.

Night Terrors – Laura Marling

I woke up and he was screaming.

I'd left him dreaming.

I roll over and shake him tightly and whisper

if they want you, oh, they're gonna have to fight me