Poem

(What? It reminds me of Atlantis, a bit.)

PHANTOM LIMBS

"The face of the city changes more quickly, alas!
than the mortal heart."
- Charles Baudelaire

So much of the city
is our bodies. Places in us
old light still slants to.
Places that no longer exist but are full of feeling,
like phantom limbs.

Even the city carries ruins in its heart.
Longs to be touched in places
only it remembers.

Through the yellow hooves
of the ginkgo, parchment light;
in that apartment where I first
touched your shoulders under your sweater,
that October afternoon you left keys
in the fridge, milk on the table.
The yard - our moonlight hotel -
where we slept summer's hottest nights,
on grass so cold it felt wet.
Behind us, freight trains crossed the city,
a steel banner, a noisy wall.
Now the hollow diad
floats behind glass
in office towers also haunted
by our voices.

Few buildings, few lives
are built so well
even their ruins are beautiful.
But we loved the abandoned distillery:
stone floors cracking under empty vats,
wooden floors half rotted into dirt,
stairs leading nowhere, high rooms
run through with swords of dusty light.
A place the rain still loved, its silver paint
on rusted things that had stopped moving it seemed, for us.
Closed rooms open only to weather,
pungent with soot and molasses,
scent-stung. A place
where everything too big to take apart
has been left behind.


ANNE MICHAELS

FIC: Well he's a mourning star with a champagne heart (Zelenka/OC)

Title comes from "Prodigal Son" by Bad Religion. This is written for duckduck, from that 'demand a fic from your flist' meme. Um, this turned out a bit more depressing than I thought it would. Sorry, Bella.

( Well he's a mourning star with a champagne heart )